Missing

Have you ever heard about 'semi-introvert'? 

I feel.. I have this kind of personality. Sometimes, i think happiness is being alone. Recharge my self from exhausting activity. I really hate crowded situation. I dont' know.. just..happy and feel refreshed when being alone, only me, I think I dont need anyone else. But sometimes, I feel lonely too. I need my friend around me. Do silly things, laugh, talk...do much thing with my friends. But, now I realize that getting older you so getting lonelier you.. your friends need time to get what they want so do you.
Sometimes I feel like...I hate being older...it means you'll lost your friends slowly.. eventhough you want to stop it, you can't.. it's life.. I do miss my old time so much, my old friend..